Mar 11, 2009

to be or not to be...

The other day I couldn't help but be overwhelmed with my thoughts. While I was in training today, we had our trainer's boss come in and tell us about how she started with the company and how she started not thinking it was going to be a career for her. It made me realize, I have no idea what I want to do. I couldn't stop thinking about how I saw myself and what was I going to do differently with my life to make sure I didn't repeat the last five years. Sometimes I get comfortable in my normal routine that when I finally stop and notice I am doing pretty much the same thing and it frustrates me to feel like I am wasting away. Its hard to be okay with something when you know you can be more. Where do you find the strength, time, and energy to become great. How do you unlock the demons inside and get out of your own imprisonment that you have helped build. I feel stuck in the mud and look at all these people around me progressing and I can't help but wonder will I ever find my trait, my passion, my niche. I just don't want to wake up ten years from now and be in the same boat as I am in now. Being content is not what I feel now. My life is so jumbled and sporadic that I feel out of control. My big question is though, how and where do I start?

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