Oct 4, 2010

Faith all will be well...

Thursday is the custody hearing and I've kept mum about what has been going on. I think I've been stressing a lot about what could happen. I think I've been beating myself up about the fact that Khayleb needs to be with me and if he's not then I'm a bad mom. I've prayed and pondered and come to the realization that no matter the outcome on Thursday Khayleb is and will always be my son. He knows I love him and would do anything for him. I pray that the judge makes the best decision for my son. It's out of my hands now and know it could go either way. I know whatever happens it will be the Lord's will. I have faith in the end everything will work out. I am so blessed to have Khayleb as my oldest son and know it wasn't an accident or a mistake. I feel fortunate that he can take all that has happened in stride. I can't be down or upset or even sad because I have so much and my blessings are countless. Never take what you have for granted and never deny His hand in all things. I have learned so much and realize I am much stronger than I give myself credit for but I know it's because I have continually asked the Lord for comfort and to be with me always. He hears me and it's comforting to know He answers my prayers. The Lord will provide and sometimes the answers aren't what we want but I know He knows all.

3 comments:

  1. I am finally getting around to checking out your blog! Best of luck with the challenges you have before you this week. You have a wonderful attitude; that added to your faith will bring you so much peace.

    You're a great girl and I'm proud of you!

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  2. Thank you Jen, I thank you for your example. You have helped me become the person I am today and appreciate you from the bottom of my heart!

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  3. I wish you the best my dear!! It must be very hard to even fathom the thought of losing such a case. I have faith that the judge will do what's best. Your baby boy belongs with his Mama! Much love girl! Wishing the best for you and your son!!!

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