Some days you have your good days and some days you have your bad. Well I'm only human and today feels like a downer. I just miss him so much. I never realized how much he meant until now. I mean yes you always think of your kids as meaningful and wonderful joys in your life but when that everyday joy is only limited by phone calls, you realize how much you really did have. I hope you cherish the joys of your life and never take them for granted. I love you Khayleb and miss you so much!